O my dear Brother! I asked my heart “Am I ready for your marriage”. I heard “No”.
How would I feel when our Love will be shared by your Second-half? Not only yours but she will be a part of our Mother’s life too, whose Love I never wanted to share with anyone in this world- A confession already made. How I wish that time would not come soon but at the same time, I will be more than happy for you to find your soul mate.
I know the time is now near and I already started weaving the thoughts. It started the day when I insisted my Husband to visit my Mother’s Home twice in 1 week. He mocked me saying- Jao Jao jab tak Bhai ki shadi nahi ho jati.(Go freely until your Brother does not get married)
Its my fight and I have to win it over before the beans are spilled. World will change for me the day you will get married.
The House which I still proclaim to be mine will welcome a new daughter.
Parents whose Love and care I enjoy will be shared.
A room which still reflects my childhood will be renovated for a new member
A cupboard which is still occupied by my things will be emptied to make space for new belongings.
Its still my Home where I head to every weekend or when I don’t have any other getaway or when I am going through mood swings. I wish it could go like this throughout my Life but it won’t be same.
A tear is rolling down my eye with each line but its cultivating my mind for the change soon to be happen.
I know I am not the only one or first one who has to go through this phase but things are little difficult for me to accept overnight, may be I am little more possessive. So, I started my journey little early.
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This post is written for Day 1 of Write Tribe Festival of Words #5